21st .
Happy Belated Father's day to Schubaltz ,
&
Happy Belated Birthday to Yicheng .
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Paper ,
I was once alive but now i'm not.
I'm dead dead dead . But would a person who writes on it care ?
People use me to write on , good or bad .
I know secrets , I know feelings , I know what is going on through your mind.
They sometimes tear me , crush me & throw me away .
They litter on the floor and when people see it .
No one bothers to pick you up.
Am i a piece of paper to you ?
Trained to Jurong point alone today.
Wanted to meet up with this guy cuz he was feeling down .
He ditched me as a sist or a friend . Many months back .
I should feel angry with him but I cant bring myself to when i see him sad .
But you know what i get in return. Words that he didnt meant , trying to shoo me away.
I will wait for him to show up , but he told me : Happy waiting.
Met up with Schubaltz and bought drinks to his house.
Used the laptop and drink . Rested and went back to find him when he said he'll come.
Head was spinning & i felt like throwing up.
But i flew back to the mall as fast as i could . Yet he saw me and gave me a stare .
And said , now that i've seen him , can he go now ?
He walked and walked , i couldn't catch up and see him as i was short.
Lost him in the crowd and i was left wandering around .
Couldn't find my way , and he said he's on the bus going home.
Left alone , hurt and hurt again and again . Travelled all the way here to see you.
No one would understand how i felt today.
Its okay , Juanhui , accept fate ba .
Sunday, April 4, 2010 ► 9:16 AM
A Picture Speaks a Thousand Words /.
" One thousand Americans stop smoking every day - by dying "
What about Singaporeans ?
I dont wish it would be one of my friends nor family .
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There are people around you who cares and love you loads .
Sometimes when they ban you from something or punish you ,
Its because they care and love you , and they hope you would understand and change after that.
But from our perspective , its always seem like they hate us . They do this to torture us.
You have much more freedom than me , do you know that .
I cant even go out w my friends when I was your age .
I only had my volleyball team friends and one bestfriend , Jamie who lives next door.
What about you , you have lots more friends than me couz.
You have parents who dote on you , you get to change phone so many times , get your own laptop.
Change specs a few times , and go overseas and travel / shop
Dont hurt your parents just because they scold you or punished you .
Just by having a stick. You're already at the wrong , there's no need for time to change.
You should have stopped immediately . Can you promise me and your parents that ?
I personally dont like smokers .
If ' he ' ever smokes , Idc how long I've been w him and how much I luved him .
I'll break off that relationship , this is how much I dislike it :/
But you aren't just anyone to me and your parents , we are blood related .
Please dont hurt us okay ?
Life has so much more to it , lemme show you :D
What about Singaporeans ?
I dont wish it would be one of my friends nor family .
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There are people around you who cares and love you loads .
Sometimes when they ban you from something or punish you ,
Its because they care and love you , and they hope you would understand and change after that.
But from our perspective , its always seem like they hate us . They do this to torture us.
You have much more freedom than me , do you know that .
I cant even go out w my friends when I was your age .
I only had my volleyball team friends and one bestfriend , Jamie who lives next door.
What about you , you have lots more friends than me couz.
You have parents who dote on you , you get to change phone so many times , get your own laptop.
Change specs a few times , and go overseas and travel / shop
Dont hurt your parents just because they scold you or punished you .
Just by having a stick. You're already at the wrong , there's no need for time to change.
You should have stopped immediately . Can you promise me and your parents that ?
I personally dont like smokers .
If ' he ' ever smokes , Idc how long I've been w him and how much I luved him .
I'll break off that relationship , this is how much I dislike it :/
But you aren't just anyone to me and your parents , we are blood related .
Please dont hurt us okay ?
Life has so much more to it , lemme show you :D
Saturday, March 13, 2010 ► 8:50 PM
Last day of school @ Bedok /.
Goodbye Bedok , Heyyo Tamppp :D
Tampines ! Yeayeayeah , finally get to move back to new school .
Friday passed damn fast , ss and geog just zoomed !
PE seemed short too as we were having FUN :D
The 40 legged race thingy was Eff-ing funnnnn , ankle pain though .
After that was bio , Mr hafiz didn't realise that the visualizer was gone :x
So we had to refer to white board and textbook more .
Recess , didnt eat .
Maths one period also passed damn fast .
Last period was cleaning up and giving out our school polotee .
Its Fugly - -
& How is my size xxxs . Normally i'm a S / M ._.
School ended ,
Decided to watch Alice in Wonderland some other day .
Dabao and went to Baby's house to eat and use comp .
He went to bed and I fell asleep on the floor .
Until his brother friends came , I had to wake up .
They played mahjong , while I audi-ed . I suck big time now .
T1-ed w baby , he's not a MAN :x
Hahahahah , ( inside joke )
Bused home , blahhhhhhh .
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Planning to meet Eunice and Jef baby . And OneOrange Yicheng !
He and his stupid attachment ):
Why 9am to 6pm , I can hardly find time now .
16th - Mom Birthday
17th - Binxiang bbq @ East coast
- 1E3 rehearsal in new school & photo taking for new school
19th - 1 year 4 months Anniv
- Soft launch & Cip training
22nd - TKAM play