Caught in this mess .
Things dont seem to look well these days , School works are in a mess , Exams are nearing . And relationship side is in a hell of a great mess . I so agree with Jiamin , You know you will be hurt in a relationship but somehow you just wanna give it try . Another point agreed with Jiamin , If you happen to read this , dont give up on the whole forest just because of a tree , Im already happy that I grew this much to know that of all trees , you did noticed me , and you did loved me . But I let you down . And I wont blame you for hating me , cause if I were you , I would had hated her to had played with my feelings this way . But I did not played your feelings , I just took one step wrongly . I didn't sort out my feelings properly . Maybe after this you will then meet your real destiny . So far no relationship had worked out well for me . And that concludes everything , I believe in fate I believe in destiny . Even if Im destined to be alone or away from you . What is fixed is fixed .
Quite happy about some things & quite messed up on somethings ,
Happy that chinese nppa is cleared , archieved highest in class for summary test . Able to fix the whole rubix cube . Got closer with Jennifer & Marisa this year . Jiamin helped me out in my problems , and that I knew you would understand . But your reactions surprised me though . Tomorrow's the stupid carnival thing , really dont wish to go . God , let it rain let it rain !
I cant bite my tongue forever .
While you try to play it cool .
You can hide behind your stories ,
But dont take me for a fool .