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Handphone cat disease ? LOL .

School ; Nothing much , I had orange juice baby ! And Jiaxin Yuhua had spaghetti . Bleahs . I jian fei luh :D Had to write some agreement at history period . Ms zhou did a serious attire check , and made us write on paper , ' I , -whoever you are- from 2E1 , will follow the above terms to archieve a target of -whatever grade you want above b4- in the end year exams .' Then stated there we will bring textbook and logbook in all lessons , ask questions when we aint sure of anything , pay full attention and only autocracy rules in this class , no democracy . She's th head . Ahhahs . Then have to sign and hand up to her somemore . No malay today , had to do chinese . Ahhhh ! I dont know how to do . Shihao help derhs =X Bwahahahs .

After school ; Besty smsed asking am i free and to meet her at white sands library . Went there and got to know her friend Venus , she's so chio cans . And funny la :D Went burger king to study and she tried solving th rubiks cube . And we three started to talk crap yeas . But it was fun alrights ! I didnt know she would want to study outside so i did not hav anything much to prepare .

Tmr if no 2.4 will go meet Besty and her friends study . If im down for 2.4 . I would go home , cause i want my shower ! :D and wednesday im down for science supp . Till 430 D: so . . . i dont know .

Gahhhs Im stressed ! I really hav to start sorting out my feelings , but i will do it after exams , mrs chng is right . Exams comes first . But im really really messed up luh . And i hav no idea how am i gonna figure things out by then . Am i unfaithful , or am i just not good enough . Or is there something wrong with me . Nothing seems to work out for me . And when i really like someone , there would always be something inbetween . Either he doesnt like me or something would get in our way . Or is this trying to tell me that , i cant believe in love anymore . I may feel something for a person but after awhile , the person may not know it . Or if he knows he doesnt feels the same . Relationships are weird isnt it . It isnt easy to be with a person that you like and at the same time the person liked you too . And you know you will get hurt , but still you would wanna go for it .

Dont make me have hope ,
Dont make me fall deeper .
I dont believe in love anymore .
If thats what you want me to believe .
I aint perfect ,
I know that well .