Everything really does have ups and downs.
When I thought you were my new real ' best ' friend . You did this to me .
When I thought she was not my old ' best ' friend anymore . At least she showed some care .
After today , I really have seen through this .
Not everything is what it seems .
Someone who I thought was bad , wasn't bad after all .
Someone who I thought was good , wasn't good after all .
Everything its not what it seems , life is as simple as that .
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Sometimes the impression and hidden message you're trying to sent to me is ,
I dont like you , please go away and stop following our asses everywhere we go.
She's mine not yours , mine and only mine. But I dont wna to do it in an aweful way.
So lets make it a hurtful way shall we , firstly , I'll ignore you like a piece of block .
Secondly , I'll talk and laugh w her only and leave you out like as if you dont even exist .
Thirdly , I'll pull her away when you're not looking , even if you're looking , I'll still pull her away.
I'll ask her out for lunch , not you. I'll talk and laugh and entertain her , not you !
I'll be a littleeee nice to you by not letting others or you know I hate you .
So I'll put on a show for you yeas ? I'll make it like your part of my clique , the ' three ' together.
But I'll make you sense the ' you-dont-belong-here ' feeling slowly , and I hope that ,
You will leave me and her alone .
Well , this is the impression im getting so far , Idk why you're liddat suddenly .
Or maybe you are not but still this is the impression you're showing me .
Did I did anything wrong ? Or you simply just dont like me , tell me , dont beat about the bush.
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Nothing much to say again , nowadays , Im not really enjoying class anymore .
Im just waiting for the time to pass and end school .
Recess dear bought greentea for me and came in my class pei me , thank you !
After that he walk back class , I walk to physics lab for my next class . After school ,
Went to poster design competition w Debbie , but in the end guess what .
Our class Kam Qiang Wei didn't turn up and the other two malays ,
Debbie's class had the same problem and we had to do it another day . Waste of time yeas ?
Had lunch w Celine , and studied w Marisa , Shermei and Celine .
Dear ended infocus and came down w Kaijun and Zhihao , but we left first w Shermei and Celine.
Trained together and pei dear till 0700 .
He's having taekwando now , and he keeps telling me how happy he is cuz there's sparring today.
Hope he doesn't get hurt or anything , Gambateh ! [:
Two more hours twinny , you're gonna step over and be as old as me .