It's our 5th month , time flies .
Going out later on , meeting him and I hope nothing goes wrong .
My mood has been down recently cause of what happened a few days ago .
Was looking through my old photo album and I cant stop crying when I see those photos.
- Primary school pictures w volleyball teammates , competitions and trainings .
- Sec one photos , w coconut and training basketball together for competition .
- Sec two photos , w Jennifer , Zhenqi , Shermei , Debbie etc .
- Audition photos w idiot , -MyNameIs- , --xLEMON .
- Outing madness w cliques and Jamie . Cycling w Cliques and more .
- Dyed hair w Jennifer and Shermei , going out together and slack /play .
- Mugging like mad w 2E1'08 ppl after school at simei / pasir ris / tampines / T3 .
- Going to Brandon's house , play DJ max , Audition , O2mania , and watch bleach .
- Doing projects and presenting them .
- Hiding in our classroom every morning before morning assembly and get scolding together.
I MISS SO MANY DAMN THINGS IN MY LIFE
I MISS YEYE ! I MISS BARRY ! I MISS MY CHILDHOOD .
I MISS 2E1 ! I MISS THOSE TIMES ! I MISS EVERYTHING I ONCE HAD IN MY LIFE )':
Rawrrrrrrrrs !
I shall stop , I have to stop thinking about the past and move on .
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Will post after Im back .
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Im backk home , went to tampines mrt wait for dear .
Went to he's house and he showered , and we slack there till like four plus.
I slept there awhile , was tired and I love he's dog fur , nice to touch .
After that , went to tampines mall , hand itchy itchy , allergic to fur .
Walked around for very long and went Centurysq foodcourt eat .
I ate the whole bowl of laksa by myself ! Deardear said he was proud of me :x Aww ,
Bused home and stayed at stairs there for awhile .
Sorry for keeping this matter till when I was about to left .
I just cant seem to bring the topic out when I see you ):
Im so happy w you , and all those wishes we made , I dont wna them to end just liddat .
I dont have time to talk to you cuz my mom called and said she reached home .
Im sorry , for everything that has happened ,
I've been really happy for the past five months w you .
Time flies , it doesnt' even seem like 5 months to me , it seems less .
I dont wna my mom to tell my dad , or he'll find trouble w you , I hate this !
I dont wna you to get involved w my dad , he's sot sot one .
I dont wna to affect your studies like what my mom says , I've brought enough trouble.
I dont wna to make concentrate on your studies less , I wna you to do well . Not just pass but well.
But !
Most of all , I dont wanna lose you dear ♥ )':
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