Wasi is going back home today ! ):
I cant believe ten years w her was so fast , it doesnt feel like ten years .
She is not a maid to us , she is family .
And she became like a big sister to me , I really liked that feeling :/
I dont have an elder brother or sister , I only have a younger sister .
Sometimes I wish I had one , so I dont feel so alone .
I feel very empty without her now ): Really very empty .
I feel like im alone suddenly .
Tried to control my tears when she was going off .
But I cant , she hugged and kissed me and my sister and we just cried lahs T-T
Why do I have a feeling that everything I care about is leaving me .
Friday , My hamster left me . And its still a habit for me to wna to feed him before I sleep.
Until I remember , I cant do that anymore .
Saturday , Someone smsed me something , I felt happy and sad . Idk why .
But after that he said bye. He will not appear infront of me anymore . Idk why again ! ):
Today , My maid went home , I felt so alone and empty inside my heart .
Its like how I felt when my grandpa died last year , cuz I know she is going home .
Not to visit her family and come back in a few weeks time .
But I hope what my mom say may come true , after some months / year or so .
She wnas to work again , she will tell us and come back to us .
