I've not been updating recently. My apologies.
Hmm , nothing much happened. Today is STEP program's last day.
And Im here , sitting at home blogging as I skipped school.
Hahs, okay not really. Its because my gum was swelling pretty bad yesterday.
Its getting better now. :D
Recent physics enrichment thingy , look at Ezzudin. Cute hurhs ^^
Syafiq and Feroz ~ 
& Jing sleeping in class :x I slept for an hour too after taking this photo.
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Well Im busy these few days.
No time to play around much.
Will be away for Media Resource camp and staying over at Dear's house for a night.
To celebrate our One year Anniversary.
Yesterday : Met up w Jamie. Went to white sands and waited for Eddie.
He helped me print the stuff and things that I need. Thank you veh much.
Jamie came to my house and we had lunch while watching Naruto on tv.
After that , we watched Coraline together in my room. I have a good sound system okay ! :x
Watched parts of Jennifer's Body and The Ugly Truth after that .
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Gonna go to White sands later on for lunch.
Nobody is on plurk to accompany me. That sucks ):
Where's Rachel , Agnes , Jamie , Jennifer , Eunice baby , Jef etc.
I miss dear more and more as I dont get to see him much.
Im in school and he's out there working at Eunos. I see his friends but I dont see him.
This sucks too ):
Went to his house the day before yesterday,
I was damnnnnn hungry. Got him and myself milktea and five otahs .
Ate my otah while he shower and he came in the room w a bowl of fishball !
Ahhhhh I love him , I love the fishballs and I love my otah :D
Ate them all up :x
Lesson learnt on that day : Dont believe dear anymore when he tells me to style his hair for him.
He knows what I meant by that. LOL.
Its a friday.
Thats the limit I gave myself before I do anything.
I dont blame neither of you. I blame myself. I didnt had time for you. Wrong, its I didnt had enough time for you. Maybe thats why we drifted this far apart. Maybe now you realised. Being w a girl thats already attached isnt that fun and nice hurh. You can run along w her friend thats not then. Yeah, she's much more fun to be with. And the best part is. You've seen her. You've talked to her. You've known her. You can ditch me anytime and go. Who in the world would want to be with a person and seeing him / her running around. Talking , mixing and can if I can say, flirting around w another person ? You hurt people when you abandon someone. You hurt people more if you dont abandon that person. And still do things that your partner can see. I had enough. And its not something that I jumped conclusion to. I dont like jumping conclusions. But I waited and kept it in , and observe further. Ever since the last day we went out , I didnt felt happy alr. That was the last time we spoke. When was the last time you spoke to her. I controlled myself. Cause I have a really bad temper. You wont want to try messing w it. Im either the good or the bad. There is and never was a neutral side of me. Its either Im really nice to someone , or really bad to one. I waited , I see , I observed. I think I have enough 'evidence' to prove to myself this.
Juanhui , You never learn.
Once you fall , you have to get back up and continue walking.
Knowing that you'll fall again. You now take careful steps in life.
But even that , there are still things that trip us on purpose.
There are things that blind us. There are things that mislead us.
I thought I found the right route. The right support. The right person.
Hah. Who am I kidding. You are still as stupid as ever.
Its okay , people grow stronger. I fell thrice , I got thrown away twice.
Getting thrown away another time makes everything equal.
Its fine with me.
' Jealousy is always born with love, but does not always die with it '